Cries

I start to feel tired easily these days. Although I still wake up automatically at 4 a.m. but I try to sleep back. Then ended up had nightmare and suffered more. Not sure whether I'm pushing myself too hard or my efficiency level drop haih. Maybe still need some time ya. Luckily still have raya break during week 2, so I could take some time to rest and study. I have been trying very hard to stay away from social media, it worked since yesterday! Gotta stop wasting time and procrastinating.

Have spent my raya holiday to reflect on myself. It's not easy to admit and embrace my flaws, but have to la. Hope to not exert any pressure or cause any unease to others, especially my loved ones. Learn to be more empathy and don't be so demanding and clingy. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, don't drop my phone anymore! Hahaha have to be more mindful la. I wish I could pick up my driving skills before I start working (which is one year later? Hmm). Thanks to my bf who willing to risk his life and car to teach me driving! I don't wanna murder any road user leh gg. Haih but no car for me to practice my driving skill... how leh

One of my colleague have posted a belated farewell post, which is very surprising. But still appreciate his wishes for my studies. I really need it omg haha. Anyway internship feels like long time ago for me now. Although last Friday was my farewell, which was just.... seven days ago? Now my daily concern has become how to pass my SBs hahaha.