出来行 预了要还

Moral of the story
Never procrastinate ahhhh

Unforgettable Father's Day

I couldn't recall when was the last time five of us happily chatting in the car, went shopping and dined out. As usual there isn't any proper Father's Day celebration because my family is typical Asian family whom everyone is too shy to express their love (except me? haha) Dad is very fond of my present. Unexpected reaction from him haha. It is a simple gift which costs less than ten bucks, I think he wasn't that happy when I gave him power bank last year (but in the end he is the one who uses it frequently lol).

This year has been a tough year for our family, but thanks god everything seems to be getting better? Nah I am unsure whether the difficult times have passed, but I believe as long as we are together, the rest would be fine.

P.S.
Carrie Lam had agreed to suspend the extradition bill. Although she isn't withdrawing the bill, still a major win for them. Surprisingly there is an increasing number of residents joining the today's mass rally... Will things get better, or become uncontrolled? What will happen next? I just hope nobody gets injured.

心酸

说好的新马来西亚
最后还是各自为政
为一己私利 忽略自身本分
搞好经济 让大家有三餐温饱 买得起房子
真的那么难吗?

看到男男性爱的新闻时
我恍惚了 我还以为他们错误报道几年前的案子
原来 一切都没变
感觉这次更下级 lol

只希望闹剧早日结束

P.S.
God bless Hong Kong

Cries

I start to feel tired easily these days. Although I still wake up automatically at 4 a.m. but I try to sleep back. Then ended up had nightmare and suffered more. Not sure whether I'm pushing myself too hard or my efficiency level drop haih. Maybe still need some time ya. Luckily still have raya break during week 2, so I could take some time to rest and study. I have been trying very hard to stay away from social media, it worked since yesterday! Gotta stop wasting time and procrastinating.

Have spent my raya holiday to reflect on myself. It's not easy to admit and embrace my flaws, but have to la. Hope to not exert any pressure or cause any unease to others, especially my loved ones. Learn to be more empathy and don't be so demanding and clingy. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, don't drop my phone anymore! Hahaha have to be more mindful la. I wish I could pick up my driving skills before I start working (which is one year later? Hmm). Thanks to my bf who willing to risk his life and car to teach me driving! I don't wanna murder any road user leh gg. Haih but no car for me to practice my driving skill... how leh

One of my colleague have posted a belated farewell post, which is very surprising. But still appreciate his wishes for my studies. I really need it omg haha. Anyway internship feels like long time ago for me now. Although last Friday was my farewell, which was just.... seven days ago? Now my daily concern has become how to pass my SBs hahaha. 

Life without Skype for Business

During my last week, Roshan has been asking me how could I survive without Skyping someone as I always Skype and chat with someone WITHOUT delaying my work. That's the origin of the title of my blog post.

I wanted to skip classes throughout this whole week so I could enjoy one more week break! BUT. I have to attend classes la. I feel I have been procrastinating a lot lately and I need to find the motivation or pressure to restart the engine to study.

Now there are more students staying in my condo, I nearly couldn't get onto bus although I waited since 7.10 AM lol. I was daydreaming during first lecture while finding the mood to study during lecture like what I used to do. Obviously failed haih.

Second lecture was much better. Finally we got a decent lecturer who could explain according treatment well. At least I could understand by paying attention during his class. Vincent is right about the lecturer's English proficiency, at least he speaks decent English without weird or annoying slang. I have been salty about the quality of my uni's lecturers who teach accounting related subjects because we study accounting major course but the accounting lecturers are the worst as compared to other subjects.

Problem of this subject is we haven't get our textbook (forcing students to purchase textbooks is another issue to ramble) and I couldn't find the latest version in library. This means that I couldn't start studying or prep before class. Besides, the annoying part is this subject has only one mid term test which I couldn't afford to screw up urgh. The date has been set. I have seven weeks more.

Then we had a 30 minutes short break to proceed to next class. I was very unwilling to attend this tutorial class because this subject was my worst (I hope my upcoming subjects won't break this record) and I had bad impression towards my tutor who was my lecturer last sem. Surprisingly I found her interesting and dedicated as a tutor. I finally got some guidance in method to answer the questions properly! Four hours tutorial was torturing especially when she talked a lot and I couldn't manage to self study. But she's better than my last tutor. And surprisingly again, she's very interested in me despite she warned me not to play phone during class and not to leave the classroom while she's speaking (my bad la). I hope her attention towards me could pressure myself to work harder. No more screwed up mid term anymore pls! I think I have another six weeks for this subject.


Anyway I managed to study a littleeee bit today and control my time spent on social media. But I believe I could've done better! This week will be my last week meeting up with friends unless necessary. Must start working hard before regret.

So might be less blog updates from now on. I hope the subsequent post will no longer be my targeted marks for finals to score A. If I manage to score well during mid term, I could be more chilled after then.

FIGHTING WOOHOO

Oh ya blending back into university wasn't that difficult as predicted. I was over worried I guess. The transition from workplace to student life was super fast when I was informed about the d day. Sibeh stressed out during SBR lecture xia. Why one mid term test only cries.

Been grateful that my stupid and annoying bf is still by my side after my internship. 不要那么欠打可以吗

Intern小记10

Still couldn't believe it. I'm not going back level 40 anymore. No need to wear formal. Don't have to struggle with crashing workbook and system down anymore.

I wanted to give my colleagues a surprise, so I planned to leave after everyone left the office on Thursday. My plan almost failed hahaha but it was a good talk with the guys. So touched when Roshan passed me my evaluation form, although he knew I no longer need it. Too bad I forgot to take picture of the evaluation forms given by others!

I was overwhelmed by sadness after Thursday lunch. It was an impromptu lunch, too bad Aidan couldn't make it. However if he was there, I believe the guys won't dare to share it in front of Aidan hahaha. Another sad part is I couldn't have farewell lunch with Aidan, ew will miss him. Didn't even say a proper goodbye to him. And Kristen. She'll be missed and I'll save her ugly photo in my phone hahaha.

Friday dinner turn out rate was beyond expectation. Even Ikram came. I wanted to sit with my original team but it's okayyyy. It's been a long time I laughed so much and didn't realise time flies and how much I ate. We went drinking for second round but there wasn't many people joining so I left early. Waiting for MRT and LRT was extremely frustrating at night time, especially when phone battery is dying! I believe my blog post will be much longer if I write after dinner. Dad has been scolding me for bathing at late hours because I was talking with Malvin (and Daniel who only concerned about the new girl) until 2a.m. He has been so busy these few days that we didn't talk properly to each other. Bet some of them gonna miss meeee (perasannya).

It was a memorable 16 weeks. Am sincerely grateful to meet and work with these people (not some but nah).

Time to start the engine to study! It'll take some time to blend myself back to university after this. Thank God I have one year to figure out what I want!

No more intern related post anymore! Huehue