Thoughts after reading a Sunway Confession

We are not born to please anyone
Sometimes you aren't that busy as you think
Everyone has 24 hours
Why others can finish it
But you can't?

Sad to see ppl claim that they are trying hard to study but
I witnessed many studying in library while busying with their phones

Come on
You never understand how much time you have wasted on it!

Don't ever say those who get good results because they are smart
Well you can't deny that they are smart ppl in this world
But you don't even want to try
You are just a loser who had given up your chance on the starting point

After sem 1 results was announced
I never stop getting shitty face from my so called friends around me

I didn't Snapchat every single second of me studying doesn't mean I'm not studying
If I really do
U gonna shock at how much effort I had put

Yeah I had learned how to balance my life
Sometimes I YOLO because I had confident
I know I am well prepared

But still i am not always well prepared
That's why recently I'm not hanging out with friends
I'm not going to take the risk

I'm a coward
I cannot accept failure
I don't want it to happen in my life
Don't tell me shitty things that aiya sure die bla bla bla

U want to die
U go
Don't ask me to join u
At least i want to try my best

Eventually
I'm the one who will be responsible for my results
Not u

So
Don't tell me how to live my life