SBL

Omg am so relieved after SBL! Had a good dinner with my friends, yet even long lost Mun Sin ate dinner with us at Prima :) SBL wasn't as bad as SBR? Two modified questions from BPP, although again I think I could've done better.

Spend less time on phone, spend more time in real life to interact with people :)

Still have two subjects left thou. But why is last paper syndrome hitting me so hard.

SBR

Cant't believe how exhausted I was after the three hours exam.

Definitely easier than external, everything is from BPP, and I somehow recall Mr Lai emphasizing certain parts are important during lecture although I started to skip lecture after week..... 12?

But still, it's my bad as I didn't work very hard... I mean I have plenty of time to prepare for my finals but obviously I procrastinate A  LOT.

I think last two weeks was the most relaxed moment in my 2019 so far.

I miss Mun Sin sometimes as I will feel stressed if she studies beside me.

But yeah I guess I should relax before I stress out myself thou.

Time constraint is another big issue for SBR.

You don't even get the time to react or regret why you choose ACCA after reading the questions. Not even one second to cry.

If the questions aren't modified from BPP, I suspect whether I get to start answering immediately.

Couldn't complete the paper on time, cause I wasn't very familiar with one part.

Thanks god I didn't miss the bus after I finished my exam.

I didn't get the chance to talk to my friends.... I just want my bed so badly.

But the girl who was mentally exhausted couldn't sleep... neither she could concentrate on her next subject gg HAHA

Cooked maggi mee as my birthday.... lunch? Dinner? 

Messages and wishes keep coming in... Thanks so much :)

Louis said pity me as nobody wish me in the class group HAHA.

Why do I even care? Yeah still I am grateful to receive all the wishes, but not wishing me doesn't mean anything.

Who knows maybe him/her is having a bad or busy day? Or maybe they just don't care then why do I care HAHAHA.

锦上添花的人多，雪中送炭的人少啊。

And.... I forgot how many hours I slept. Definitely the longest nap I had during the year.

Alright, time to study for SBL!!

I should stop slacking off.

Birthday & SBR in less than 12 hours

Was recalling all the shit I've went through since I was a kid.
Am amazed by the fact my life didn't turn out as bad as we wrote in karangan how bad parenting affect a child.
Somehow affected adversely. I admit.
Gonna try my best to protect my siblings.
But still I appreciate my parent's effort in raising me up, giving me a place called home which I don't miss a lot but makes me who I am today.
I sincerely apologize on all the words and actions that hurt them. Intentionally or not.
I'm sorry that I'm a grown up now, not relying on y'all anymore (except financial wise sorry la I'm still a poor student pls feed me in the remaining few months).
I'm sorry to stand up against y'all, but it doesn't mean I hate y'all. Conversely, I voice out my opinions because I love y'all.
How I wish I could stop lying and share all my thoughts with y'all.
But yeah, all I learnt is, lying is the easiest and probably the best method of getting along with y'all.

To my annoying siblings, I hope y'all grow up well, without affected by our parents as bad as me.
Pls love them too, they're human beings who love us and feed us in the end. All humans make mistakes right?
Sorry for all the annoying moments when I'm trying to be a mummy.
Thanks for being my reason to go home, and listens to my rants when I want to run away from home.
And pls rmb to belanja me when y'all got salary k.

To my dear bf, not going to write much since your english level so so jer HAHAHA.
Words can't express how grateful I am to have you in my life.
I can't believe "cheerful" has become one of the adjective that describe me, because of all the wonderful moments and laughter you've brought into my life.
Thanks for always being my good listener, but pls love me more and don't always bully me k.
Stop ruining my plan to lose weight.
我很认真地要减肥。真的。
在美食或奶茶出现在我面前之前。

Thanks for all the loved ones in my life.
Sorry for not addressing everyone one by one I still have few chapters to cram HAHA.
I dunno how y'all tolerate the talkative, annoying and negative CY who complains a lot.
I believe everyone come in my life for a reason. No matter good or bad, thank you. :)

Being able to stay alive until my 22nd birthday with all people who love me (nah maybe they don't but I assume they love me HAHAH) is the best present ever. Couldn't ask for more.

Ok la, can I ask 4digit numbers for Jackpot?
I'm serious. Very.